最后一次 - 17岁女孩自身创作

小俊Darling介绍了一首歌，
听了这首歌，
感触很深，
想起了很多，
很多伤心事。

闭上眼睛，
静静的听着这首歌，
仿佛看见了女孩将要死去的那一刻，
在对她心爱的男友说话，
非常感人！！

更糟的是，
听说这是个真实的故事，
那柔佛女子真的是死了，
但是死因不能被证实，
可能是因癌症，
也可能是因为男朋友去世后，
才写了这首歌然后自杀，
真的是个很伤感的故事。。

如果你知道自己时日不多，
即将离去，
感觉会怎样？
心里会想起你所爱的人吗？
家人，情人，朋友。。
想对他们说些什么？
是不是还有些事还没做完？
是不是有什么还放心不下？
是不是在想死后其他人会怎样？
是不是在想活着时的感情会如何结束？

I haven't wrote anything in English for quite sometime now, I think it is best that I translate this post for some English readers.

Anyway, my friend XiaoJun Darling introduced me a song today. Well, it is a rather sad song, talking about a girl who is trying to tell her boyfriend something just before she dies.

Worse thing is, the story seems to be a true story. The Johorian girl is said to have passed away. The reason is unknown. But there are a few possibilities. One being she had cancer, and she wrote this song for her beloved boyfriend before she died. Another is a boyfriend passed away, then she was so sad that she wrote this song, and thereafter, she committed suicide. Whatever the story is, it is a real sad one.

When you are about to die, or you know your days are numbered. How would you feel? Who will you be thinking? Your loveones? Family? Friends?

What would you like to say to them?
Is there something you have not completed?
Is there something you can't let go?
Are you thinking of what would happen to those who loved you?
Are you thinking of what would happen to the relationships you once had?

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"最后一次" - 17岁女孩自身创作

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说
我爱你
在你怀里
舍不得放弃
心里有千万语想说给你听

我使尽全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我
你会好好活下去

失踪了
去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定
不要太伤心

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说
我爱你
在你怀里
舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我
你会好好活下去

我永远爱你

English Translation for the Song

Just before I close my eyes for the last time,
I would like to tell you 'I love you',
In your arms,
I don't feel like letting go,
There are still so much which I want to tell you.

With all my might,
I don't want to close my eyes,
Once I bid farewell for this time, we won't meet again,
I can't be with you anymore,
But please don't forget your promise,
That you will be strong and continue to live on.

Disappeared to a place far away,
Can't see the sunrise with you anymore,
Nor wait for daybreak,
It's not easy to erase all the memories,
But life and death is pre-destined,
Please don't be too sad.