Got Into A Fight With A Friend - Song of the Day Dedicated To You

I recently got into some issues with a very close friend of mine whom I hold dearly as my other close friends even though he and I only knew each other for a very short period and the way we came to know each other is rather out of the norm also. Nonetheless, I treat him no less than my dear friend.

I don’t really understand what actually happened that caused so many misunderstandings to crop up between us. I tried so hard to avoid the misunderstandings, yet it somehow still found its way into our friendship.

Was it something that I’ve done? Or was it something that I’ve said?

I tried so hard making sure everything was laid out nicely so that he wouldn’t feel like I was forcing him. Yet, the more I tried, the more he took it as I was forcing him to do/say something. Our minds seem to work in different directions and never meet at all.

I’ve no idea why he has such a negative impression of me and why he always thinks that I do things or say things with bad intentions. It totally sucks when you are sincerely nice to someone and the person gives you the impression that you have some sort of ulterior motives. The more I try to be considerate about his situation, his needs and his friends, the more he thinks I'm selfish. Why? I seriously don't know.

I know I remember a lot of things, but I can’t seem to remember when we started losing the courage to speak to each other freely and happily. We used to bicker a lot but it was done on friendly terms without negative intentions, but now we seem to pick on each other so much that it feels like we are no longer friends. Somehow it feels like when he speaks to me, there is always a lot of information which has been removed from the conversation, it feels like he is purposely lying to me or maybe trying to conceal something. I'm trying very hard to maintain my trust to this friend but it is not easy. I once told him "When I give someone my trust, I give it without suspecting the person of any evil intentions, but when the person is suspicious, then the person will get no trust at all from me, because I don't want to get hurt, nobody wants to get hurt anyway". I'm trying very hard to keep the latter situation from happening. At the same time, I get the feeling that he thinks I'm lying too. Why? I don't understand either. What he thinks I'm lying about also I don't know.

All I can say is:

“I’m sorry if I’ve done something wrong along the journey when we knew each other…”

But anyway, I’m leaving that as a past…

Here, I dedicate this song to you… Thank you... Take care...

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A mean reply, so I scream
Another fight about nothing at all
And then we cry and forgive
Promising that we will never fall again

I know this much is true

Hey

Little by little
I think we'll understand this
Little by little
I think we'll comprehend it
Little by little
You'll take me as I am yeah
Little by little

It'll take some time to find it out
To make a change, you gotta change your mind
Cause it's hard enough to get a grip
It's hard as it is without us being left behind

*Chorus*

I don't care
If you don't say it
I don't care
‘Cause I know it
No, we don't care

It'll take some time to find it out
To make a change, you gotta change your mind