Blind & Deaf

Blind,
I was blind for the past year,
Blind for not seeing through the people,
Blind for not preventing the plot,
Blind for not saving myself,
Blind for not protecting my friends.

Deaf,
I was deaf for the same time,
Deaf for not hearing the words,
Deaf for not stopping the stopping the nightmare,
Deaf for not avoiding the insults,
Deaf for not clearing up the air.

As a whole,
I was blind and deaf,
I was the laughing stock of all,
I was the dummy they pointed at,
I was the silly guy they mocked of.

When I was blind and deaf,
Where was my friends?
Did they stood and defend me?
Did they join the crowd to attack me?
Did they turn their back to ignore me?
Did they enjoy the fun of laughing at me?

Jiachang, thanks for defending me...